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Cassie went back to reading. The connection between the two forms—the physical body and the astral body—is a golden cord. And according to Mrs. Beatrice Warsaw, if it were not for that, for that connection with all that is loved, I would not return from weightlessness. All that is loved. At one end of it she drew a lit match, at the other, a bomb, like in Road Runner cartoons. In early May her mother told the school that Cassie had mononucleosis and promised she would finish the rest of her schoolwork on her own.

Adela came home with a neat stack of worksheets. Her father stopped at every Sunoco station claiming to need to smoke, pee, or stretch his legs, so the whole trip took nearly twice as long. Aunt Liz and Uncle Harold had one son: Carl, long-legged, like his dad, a senior, meant to graduate high school in June. There had been a girl, Laura, but she died from leukemia when she was ten, so there was that.

That cannot be gotten over. More often, though, it was. Cassie and Adela were huddled together at a window, sun blasting a white stripe across their table. Cassie stared at the meter maid outside on the sidewalk, who was biting a hangnail that Cassie could tell was already bleeding. Women smiled at Cassie wherever she went. At Kmart, at the post office, when she was getting her bangs trimmed at Prime Cuts. She hated them all. But some day you might not even remember this time so much.

Girls get through this and go on to have perfectly ordinary lives. Not like heaven, not glow-y or anything. There are things that tie us together. Love can bind people together. Cassie rolled her eyes and stroked her belly in big, exaggerated circles.

Adela swept a few rainbow sprinkles off the tabletop into her palm. Dream body, she read, was you, but only part of you, the part that was pure. A golden light permeated everything; everything seemed alive, glowing and pulsating. I was filled with wonder. People lifted easily— floating out of the body, and re-entering it is rather like swimming —and looked down at their own selves, aware that they were two places at once. Cassie knew why.

But the night outside was loud: crickets in the hedge pulsed sharply, then hushed. She went to the window. The yard was lit by a full moon.

The family dog stood alert, eyes trained on the rusted swing set that sat in a corner of the yard. She sensed the shadows shift, caught a movement in the grass. Aunt Liz. Cassie could see her lying down, face up to the night sky, lips moving slowly, fingers working her rosaries. She tied tomato plants to stakes with strips of cotton pillowcase. She dug around in the lettuce and snapped off the rotted leaves.

Learned to cut into a squash vine and pull out the grub that would kill it, then set the gash as if it were a cut on her own finger. All the while she felt her belly pulling down against her back. But something else, too. She could feel Carl watching her. Working a summer job now at the auto body shop, with high school behind him.

She envied his freedom, his friends. Her aunt and uncle slept deeply, so neither heard Carl sneak onto the sun porch, late. Carl nodded slightly, his eyes half-closed. He lay his head down on her bed. She could only see the silhouette of his head. She had to stop herself from running her hands down his face. She was suddenly desperate to touch, be touched. After that, she watched him, too. Carl, across the table from her at breakfast while Aunt Liz fried corncakes and recited the weather for the day: more than seventy, humid.

She loved being looked at. Carl, an older boy. A boy who longed like she longed, to be somewhere else. She felt powerful parading her belly and full breasts past him in the kitchen. She was the embodiment of sex and it felt adult and complicated, nothing like it was with Jayben.

For the first time since this all started, Cassie wanted to make something happen. He bent forward to untie his sneakers, exposing the soft black hairs under the waistband of his jeans.

A minute passed, two, both of them barely breathing. Then Cassie reached out and guided his body down next to hers. After that, Carl came to the sun porch every night. When she got too big for them to do it, she let him rub against her. Cassie felt full of awe. Learn effective ways to relieve stress and anxiety with these 16 simple tips.

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